Posted by: shellysiidamit

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

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Posted by: shellysiidamit

Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry Lyrics

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh

You're not sorry no no ohhh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

You're not sorry, no no ohhh

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Posted by: shellysiidamit

you only see what your eyes want to see,
how can life be what you want it to be,
you're frozen,
when your heart's not open.

you're so consumed with how much you get,
you waste your time with hate and regret,
you're broken,
when your heart's not open.

mmmmmm, if i could melt your heart,
mmmmmm, we'd never be apart,
mmmmmm, give yourself to me,
mmmmmm, you hold the key.

now there's no point in placing the blame,
and you should know i suffer the same,
if i lose you,
my heart will broken.

love is a bird she need's to fly,
let all the hurt inside of you die,
you're frozen,
when your heart's not open.

mmmmmm, if i could melt your heart,
mmmmmm, we'd never be apart,
mmmmmm, give yourself to me,
mmmmmm, you hold the key.



Posted by: shellysiidamit

you don't remember me,
but i remember you,
t'was not so long ago,
you broke my heart in two.

tears on my pillow,
pain in my heart,
caused by you.

if we start a new,
i wouldn't hesitate,
i'd gladly take you back,
and tempt the hand of fate.

tears on my pillow,
pain in my heart,
caused by you.

love is not a gadget,
love is not a toy,
when you find the one you love,
she'll fill your heart with joy.

if we start a new,
i wouldn't hesitate,
i'd gladly take you back,
and tempt the hand of fate.

tears on my pillow,
pain in my heart,
caused by you. [ 2x ]

caused by you [ 3x ]


Forgive me syg.  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

Syg, this is me by.. Syg..~ today is the last day bln ramadhan.. N today jua lapas maghrib msuk 1 syawal.. =')
Can i cry?.. ='), ..syg, i realize tht i made such a big mistake.. By mengaku,by bnr2 salah.. Syg~.. By faham sgalanya apa yg syg mau.. Syg.. By ucap kn slamat hari raya..~ i wish i could by with u n i wish u allow me to greet u syg.. ,by mnta maaf bnr2 arh syg..~ from the bottom of my heart.
Syg..~ i knw how do u feel, n im so sorry.. I nvr meant to hurt ur feelings.. Syg..~ i miss u so much.. I love u so much... I will always be beside u syg.. =(, i promise u i will make u happy or othr word bahagia kn syg, syg.. Not loving you is harder than you know.. Syg~.. Im begging you..forgive me.. Evry touch,kiss, its all over in my tought syg.. I miss u so much.. Syg..~ =').. How can sleep without u syg?hw can i breath without u syg?.. I need you , im lonely.. I love u so much.. Im scared here without u syg.. I feel im not so safe without u syg.. ~ syg.. Ure my evrythng, since u came to my life, i feel like my heart is located in ur body.. How am i suppose to live without u when my heart is locate at ur bdy syg, im sure.. Im gonna damn miserable.., ur love is my addiction, syg.. I gve u tme n space ,until u r ready enough to start it all again.. Mwah. Keep our promise n swear k.. Im sory f i do cman u dnt like, honestly, i miss u so much syg.. .

Slamat hari raya syg, by minta maaf syg ah..~ mwahhhuggs. Ure mine ='). I will waiting for you, i love you.

From : wardhy ( ur future husband :) ) mwah.

Early june, 26 july , 15 august , 27 august , 4 september , 15 16 17 19 september and today 20 september =')  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

Hai im wardhy , shelly's boyfriend. Hmm i want to share my happy story and sad story since im with her. =').

1st i want to say that, sayang~, i love and miss you so much , more than you know syg.

in early june.
it was my happy day, because it is my day for knowing each other which is my one and only (shelly). 1st when i saw her picture, i dont knw why my heart beats faster and faster, and my heart really mau kn tau ea bnr bnr, she's nice,polite,cute n very talkative. I like her. Aku suka bila dpt kenalan with ea that day, kadang kn, f ea late rply, aku rndu ea bnr2,mcm mencari cari.. N wish she's doing fine. Stiap hari kmi becoment2 arh fb =D.

That day aku makin happy pasal ea dlu msj aku n ea bge number nya, waah.. I miss her, stat atu th kmi mula kn bmsj gnya smpai aher tdur.. N aku mula dapat tau ea lge mendalam. And aku ingt n smpan 1st msj nya yg ' morning hai, watashiwa shelly-san =) ). I can imagine with her face ckp cmatu =D.cute.

Wah, this day lge ku happy n bahagia, knw wht, ea mc aku btah2 bh, x nya aku jwb,aku pkir ea tlipun aku,haha, aku lge tme atu sorang d skulah rh library, waa..happy ku tme atu, that day hari pertama kmi betlipun, 3 hari beturut turut. I love that moment.

Umm that day, aku bnr2 fall in love rh ea, spenuh ati ku , aku ingt tht day ea menangis, pasal ea takut aku brubah hati, aku teharu bnr2 ,ea nangesh sal takut kehilangan aku ='), eath 1st bini2 penah buat cmatu arh aku.. Aku bnr heran napa ya pkir cmatu, padahal dlm hati ku, aku bnr2 syg ea n namau lapas kn ea , she so sweet.. ,ea time atu mseh lge alum ready kn cple pasal ea takut kna sakiti lge n kna tnggal kn, tpi atu nada penah terlintas dlm hati ku kn buat cmatu arh ea, i swear. Tpi aku nada mau pksa ea dlu untk cple, sal aku mau ea ready bnr2.

Hmm, 27august was the most memorable day, becus.. Tht day kmi officially couple, wah.. I miss that moment so much, idup ku time atu mcm bnr2 bhgia, mcm anth ah..aku happy bnr ea cmatu, i would to say thank u so much syg.. Ure my evrythng. Hari atu, kmi dua bnr2 in love with each other, kmi buat jnji n swear sama sama, n aku harap ea tepati janji atu .. Aku jnji aku kn tepati jnji aku tu.. . Aku syg ea bnr2. Kmi lge slalu betlipun smpai ea nyaya aku blek2 bh,haha, what a funny memory.. Mwah.i love u syg =').

Hari atu, is the day was my first date with ea.., aku bnr2 teharu yg ea snggup dtg ke bndr demi date kmi, omg.. No othr girl can do tht to me, eath yg 1st tme.. ='), aku tme atu nada pksa ea,tpi ea tatap jua mau.. Mcm, omg.. Suci bnr hatinya untk aku.. Syg ku bnr kn ea.. .kmi sungkai samasama g tu,haha,aku nyaya ea, kmi begmbr sja, n sygnya kmi na smpat begmbr arh arcade atu n blawan menyanyi,haha. When i 1st saw ea dpn2, aku mcm kabak2 bh..kmbang jua,happy jua,teharu jua.. .eath that day,aku bnr2 respect ea.. Aku mau dulur ea.. . =).

15 and 16 september.
Okay, this day..was very weird day for both of us.. Aku tiba tiba na menantu rasa arh ea, mcm aku prasan yg ea tu brubah n brubah.. Tpi aku faham plg ea busy atu..sian ea..bnyk kraja . Tpi mcm aku natau knapa ea tiba2 cmatu mcm ada dpkir kn nya.. N i made a stupid things arh ea,yg aku pkir ea rndu n ingt kn ex nya yg bnyk sweet memory, aku tme atu mcm, bnr2 jealous.. =(, im sory syg.. By natau knapa by cmatu, mybe by takut x pasal apa yg ex by buat cmatu dlu. Aku tme atu cuba pkir positive,tpi karas, natau napa.. . Eath ada tajuk lagu tu,aku namau sabut, i wish, i hate that song so much..eventough lawa, but i cnsider tht is the most bad song. Then,aftr atu ea marah rh aku n hampa, omg.. Aku buat kesilapan ..huhu =(. N aku bnr2 cuba pujuk ea,kmi dua sama2 menangis.. Aku takut kehilangan ea, aku takut kehilangan sgala nya dari ea, ea my evrythng to me.. Omg.. Aku bnr2 panic. Then aku tepun tia ea, ok plg sdkit,..tpi mseh 50 50.. Huhu. Honestly, aku bnr2 na suka ea ckp pasal ex nya, pasal aku na suka n banci yg ea kna sakiti tu,tpi aku tpkir jua mseh, how stupid am i..huhu. And stat atu th ea mcm kurang ceria mcm dlu, im so sorry for all i did this to u syg. =(.i love u..

That day aku jumpa ea, n it seems like she's getting better, aku tipu ea yg aku na dtg padahal aku dtg,kn buat suprise ='D, happy ku. Ku bali kn ea krd8, ea g pkai kasut bru nya yg wrna puteh,which is wrna yg ku suka.. She looks so beautiful ,cute, nice n faboulous. N aku happy dpt tau yg ea dmlm atu ea blajar sembhyg. Ea na lge lama msuk islam, =').so wonderfull she is.mwah.

Hmm , its was my very sad day for apa yg ku udh buat arh ea n aku hampa rh diriku sndri..because, she wants me leave her alone, cus she need space n time, i undrstnd plg..,eath, ea ckp yg eatu playgirl, to me she is NOT tht type of girl, i swear n i believe tht.. ='). Start atu th kmi alum lge tgur sal aku namau gnggu fkiran nya, n aku jnji ,aku bnr2 syg ea and im sure aku syg ea bnr2 aku kn buat apasja untk ea.. Thts mean, i love u more than u knw syg.. Even i dnt wna lose u.. But if its the better way to release ur stress.. I do it because of love. Im so sory pasal kesilapan by yg bepkir negative rh syg.. =(,by jnji na buat lge k.

Today, 20september.
This day,kmi msuk sehari udh nada betagur..aku faham n itsokay, nada papa tu syg..ok, na pyh msj k.. I wnt u to keep ur mind relax.mwah.
I miss you so much.. =').


Posted by: shellysiidamit

you tell me that you're in love with me,
like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me,
it's not that i don't wanna stay,
but everytime you came too close i move away.

i wanna believe in everything that you say,
'cause it sounds so good,
but if you really want with me,
move slow,
there's things about me you just have to know.

sometimes i run,
sometimes i hide,
sometimes i'm scared of you,
but all i really want is to hold you tight,
treat you right,
be with you day and night,
baby all i need is time.

i don't wanna be so shy, ah-ah
everytime that i'm alone i wonder why,
hope that you will wait for me,
you'll see that,
you're the only one for me.

[bridge] repeat
[chorus] repeat

just hang around and you'll see,
there's no where i'd rather be,
if you love me trust in me,
the way that i trust in you.

ah ah ah.

[chorus] repeat 2x

sometimes by britney spears.

kasutku tekapit sama lungkang.  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

ya allah ya tuhanku. betapa malu nya ako. hahaha. tadi wh, aku tu dgani kwnku, sii ebih. jadi along skajap. hahaha. then, aku ne, lalu pat lungkang. taotao, t'plicuk, kasutku t'kapit ama itu lungkang. aiishhh. bahouta. hahaha. aku ngambil ksutku trus. then, ku leat urg atas. kna ktwakn eh. urg yg mlintas ane pun ktwakn aku jua. aiishhh. bri hawar bnar heyh. hahaha. sial eh. hari yg memalukn aku. hahaha.

8th august 2008  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

happy birthday to my adik, hagaha. msatu kami crazy party. pat bilik tamu tu, d'katakn mcm disco nda joa. mcm tmpat urg aerobic nda joa. hahaha. mcmcm bh kaja kami oh. panats. yg pnting ada lucu. hohoho.

hate that tragedy, 28th march 2009.  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

pagi lah tu uh. aku, mamaku and adik ku jalan k'tutong. aku kn tukar i.c ku. hahaha. pastu pat sungai basong. then pat skh bli kasut ku. pastu pat central mall pat bank. mamaku kn byar apakh. smpat g ku b'gmbr ma adik ku dlam bank uh. hahaha.

pastu ptg nya aku packing, sal kmi kn tdur kmpg. my uncle khwin esuk harinya.

start dri bukit panggal adik ku tagur ea suh aku pkai safetybelt. p aku na dangar pa ea ckp. hahaha. luan kncng bh. eathtoh. dri perjalanan kebia ane th yg ku gila. aku tu main hp ku weply comment urg, tibatiba, aku t'dangar mamaku ckp, "subhanallah lenk, plahan lenk eh." aku ne heran th joa kn, ngapa mamaku ckp miatu. ku leat lh dpn what happened. apa yg ku nmpak ialah sbuah kereta yg menempiar dgn laju nya. nda th ku engau. ku layan th hp ku. hahaha. pastu, ku t'dangar g mamaku ckp, "subhanallah lenk, plahan eh. k'siring." ayahku ne pun k'siringlh. aku pun apa g, worry lh. mun udh b'gagar. CRASHHH. keita itu budak langgar keita kami. palui itu budak.

mao tao apa? ku pkir ku mati. rupanya nda. ALHAMDULILLAH. pastu aku tu t'dangar mamaku b'triak. "kluar! kluar!" bru th ku t'sdar tyme atu. huh. fuhhh. adikku pun bukanya pintu and tariknya aku kluar dari kereta. aku apa g? kuar dari kereta and nangeshnangesh peygang pipiku. palui, adakh ku menangesh. hahaha. menangesh g bsarbsar mcm kanakanak. palui eh. hahaha. mana nda. pipiku sakit t'gantok ma krusi mamaku uh. hahaha. bnci ku. ayahku yg lmbt kuar dri keita uh. worry kami. pastu kuar ea kn dngan bibirnya yg b'drah uh. hug nya kami suma. tanya nya aku okay kh nda. aku apa g, trus kn menangesh k'sakitan. hahaha. buduhbuduh. kali adik ku tgur, "kak, bibir mu b'drah uh" aku apa g, nangesh ganya kaja ku. hahaha. palui. p smpat g toh ku suh adik ku cri hp 3gku dlam keita uh. p kajarkajar aku uh. hahaha. buduh. smpat g ku hunjar hp ku tu kn. hahaha. panats. adik ku ne hunjarkn lh, beg ku d'bgenya tapi . . . hpku 3gku hnda hada. bnciku eh. ku suh g adik ku hunjar pai dpt. tatap joa hnda hada. ku mc th hp 3gku ane. eh bri malu heyh ringtone nya uh. hahaha. lagu barneythemesong. hahaha. chalachala. mao tao d'mana hp 3gku? hahaha. d'dpn. hahaha. t'planting ea pat cramin dpn uh. hahaha. panats. buduhbuduh. palui. skali ada nenek and pom ku. pom ku yg b'urih ane pun skit g kn pngsan. tao dh ea tu na dpt dgr brita buruk. huh. hampa ku. skali ada ambulance dtg. hahaha. mamaku sma aku yg kn bwa k'hospital. hahaha. mseh joa ku menangesh smpai d'hospital uh. paluipalui. skali kna xray plangku. k'dptan aku ada resdung. fuck eh. bnci joa ku toh. hahaha. kna bge g bnyk ubt. huh. bnci sngtsngt. pastu, blik kmi tmpt k'jadian tadi ikut aunty ku uh. smpai sha d'sana, mamaku and uncleku trun dri keita, ngaga pat ayahku uh. huhuhu. skali, aunty ku ne kn meygang pipiku, bru plahan tu. udahth ku b'triak k'sakitan. auntyku worry, hahaha. aku ama ea t'dangar bunyi t'kran uh tyme auntyku meygang pipi ku uh. hahaha. panats.

skali kami ne pat kmpg. urg d'umah nenek ku worry. hahaha. aku yg mseh k'takutan atu smpat g kn joyn auntyku k'mall with uncle, abgku and bungsuku. hahaha. palui joa tohkn. mama, ayah and adik ku pat blai polis. huh. tak patot. but aku bnci lh k'jadian atu pasal k'dpatan wh yg aku tu resdung uh smpai b'appointment ama doktor 2x. fuck eh. hahaha. bnci sangatsangat.


Posted by: shellysiidamit


huhuhu. aku mao nenek ku smpat leat cucunya ane masuk islam wh. huhuhu. kame sayang nenek. huhuhu. berharap bnr ku ne.


Posted by: shellysiidamit

lastnight wh, dlam pkul 11 lalu atu, mama ku ne ketuk pntu bilik ku. ku pkir mama ku ne nanya aku yg aku ne udh mkn ubt kh nda. eksen th ku ne buka pintu dgn gayagaya urg bgun tdur. skali nya mamaku, "laju blik kmpg, nini pengsan" t'kjut ku ne mendangar mama ku ckp cematu uh. beurih th ku jua. ku ambil jaket ku andand hp dst ku. hp 3g sentiasa d'tgn ku.

pastu bla smpai kmpg, b'gagas th ku msuk dlam umah uh. mleat nenek ku. kn menangesh ku leat nenek ku kna uruti uh. p syg uh, air mata ku na kuar. palui joa toh. p lastnya, jadi babysitter ku. hahaha. panats. smpat g ku leat nenek ku b'ampai uh. chean eh. luan hajin kn bkrja bh nenek uh. huhuhu. mudahan joa nenek ku sembuh. huhuhu.

naniie my friend=)  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

happy birthday to you,
we always miss you,
when will we gonna meet?
may ALLAH always bless you,
hope all your wish will come true.
oh gosh dear,
im still thinking about it,
i dont know what to give.
next time i give after i bought it.

majlis pengislaman.  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

hari ane . . . abg ku msuk islam. mlam start after isya. ohmygod, i dont believe it that i will cry for it after my brother read it clearly. huhuhu. unbelievable. hahaha. but today is the great day for us. hehehe.

mao dri awal ceta? okayokay. after blik skulah, aku ne brehat lh dhlu kn ngaleyhku. hahaha. then mc ku kwnku, d'msgnya aku yg ea dtg kul 3 after ngantar adiknya. my mom mnunggu th ea. hahaha. pastu, nlong mama and abgku tahku ne. hahaha. nlong smpan tlur uh. hahaha. pastu, tiba sii ebih dgn bju merahnya yg b'gmbr avril. oh, sungguhku tak sangka. hahaha. eh skip sha uh. mlam nya kn, kami nunggu urg dtg. p kmi awl dtg. hahaha. nlung nyimpan mknan dlam kotak th kami ne. thenthen, tuun k'bwh dgn brgbrg souvenior kn d'bge pat urg. hahaha. mkin ramai urg dtg, keng leher plangku. hahaha. panats. pastu, acrg bermula after isya=) naik k'ats th ku mleat abgku yg hensem lage kacak*hahaha, apakan* thenthen, ku leat abgku yg membca dgn lancar uh. nda ku pcya aku menangesh tyme atu. ohmygod, sungguh memalukan. hahaha. panats. thenthen, ku leat cujenku, myra or eneyh, ea pun nanesh joa. ohgosh. lucunya. hahaha. pastu, menyain surat uh. lau bleh mcm bkan satu paper kn d'sain. hahaha. panats. pastu, b'dikir th. suma urg b'diri*pasal sangal dh kn b'duduk uh* hahaha. b'salamsalaman th abgku ane andand kana tabur bunga rampai. whaaa, siuk joa uh menabur uh. mun aku, ku simbah gnya tu eh. hahaha. slasai sha, trun th ku k'bwah. hahaha. mleat urg mkn andand minum. aduhhh. jadi catering th kami ne. hahaha. panats.