hurt  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

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YoureNotSorry  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry Lyrics

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh

You're not sorry no no ohhh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

You're not sorry, no no ohhh

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frozen  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

you only see what your eyes want to see,
how can life be what you want it to be,
you're frozen,
when your heart's not open.

you're so consumed with how much you get,
you waste your time with hate and regret,
you're broken,
when your heart's not open.

mmmmmm, if i could melt your heart,
mmmmmm, we'd never be apart,
mmmmmm, give yourself to me,
mmmmmm, you hold the key.

now there's no point in placing the blame,
and you should know i suffer the same,
if i lose you,
my heart will broken.

love is a bird she need's to fly,
let all the hurt inside of you die,
you're frozen,
when your heart's not open.

mmmmmm, if i could melt your heart,
mmmmmm, we'd never be apart,
mmmmmm, give yourself to me,
mmmmmm, you hold the key.








xoxo-madonna

TearsOnMyPillow  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

you don't remember me,
but i remember you,
t'was not so long ago,
you broke my heart in two.

tears on my pillow,
pain in my heart,
caused by you.

if we start a new,
i wouldn't hesitate,
i'd gladly take you back,
and tempt the hand of fate.

tears on my pillow,
pain in my heart,
caused by you.

love is not a gadget,
love is not a toy,
when you find the one you love,
she'll fill your heart with joy.

if we start a new,
i wouldn't hesitate,
i'd gladly take you back,
and tempt the hand of fate.

tears on my pillow,
pain in my heart,
caused by you. [ 2x ]

caused by you [ 3x ]










xoxo-kylie

sometimes.  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

you tell me that you're in love with me,
like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me,
it's not that i don't wanna stay,
but everytime you came too close i move away.

[bridge]
i wanna believe in everything that you say,
'cause it sounds so good,
but if you really want with me,
move slow,
there's things about me you just have to know.

[chorus]
sometimes i run,
sometimes i hide,
sometimes i'm scared of you,
but all i really want is to hold you tight,
treat you right,
be with you day and night,
baby all i need is time.

i don't wanna be so shy, ah-ah
everytime that i'm alone i wonder why,
hope that you will wait for me,
you'll see that,
you're the only one for me.

[bridge] repeat
[chorus] repeat

just hang around and you'll see,
there's no where i'd rather be,
if you love me trust in me,
the way that i trust in you.


ah ah ah.

[chorus] repeat 2x



sometimes by britney spears.

kasutku tekapit sama lungkang.  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

ya allah ya tuhanku. betapa malu nya ako. hahaha. tadi wh, aku tu dgani kwnku, sii ebih. jadi along skajap. hahaha. then, aku ne, lalu pat lungkang. taotao, t'plicuk, kasutku t'kapit ama itu lungkang. aiishhh. bahouta. hahaha. aku ngambil ksutku trus. then, ku leat urg atas. kna ktwakn eh. urg yg mlintas ane pun ktwakn aku jua. aiishhh. bri hawar bnar heyh. hahaha. sial eh. hari yg memalukn aku. hahaha.

8th august 2008  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

happy birthday to my adik, hagaha. msatu kami crazy party. pat bilik tamu tu, d'katakn mcm disco nda joa. mcm tmpat urg aerobic nda joa. hahaha. mcmcm bh kaja kami oh. panats. yg pnting ada lucu. hohoho.

hate that tragedy, 28th march 2009.  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

before;_
pagi lah tu uh. aku, mamaku and adik ku jalan k'tutong. aku kn tukar i.c ku. hahaha. pastu pat sungai basong. then pat skh bli kasut ku. pastu pat central mall pat bank. mamaku kn byar apakh. smpat g ku b'gmbr ma adik ku dlam bank uh. hahaha.


pastu ptg nya aku packing, sal kmi kn tdur kmpg. my uncle khwin esuk harinya.


start dri bukit panggal adik ku tagur ea suh aku pkai safetybelt. p aku na dangar pa ea ckp. hahaha. luan kncng bh. eathtoh. dri perjalanan kebia ane th yg ku gila. aku tu main hp ku weply comment urg, tibatiba, aku t'dangar mamaku ckp, "subhanallah lenk, plahan lenk eh." aku ne heran th joa kn, ngapa mamaku ckp miatu. ku leat lh dpn what happened. apa yg ku nmpak ialah sbuah kereta yg menempiar dgn laju nya. nda th ku engau. ku layan th hp ku. hahaha. pastu, ku t'dangar g mamaku ckp, "subhanallah lenk, plahan eh. k'siring." ayahku ne pun k'siringlh. aku pun apa g, worry lh. mun udh b'gagar. CRASHHH. keita itu budak langgar keita kami. palui itu budak.


after;_
mao tao apa? ku pkir ku mati. rupanya nda. ALHAMDULILLAH. pastu aku tu t'dangar mamaku b'triak. "kluar! kluar!" bru th ku t'sdar tyme atu. huh. fuhhh. adikku pun bukanya pintu and tariknya aku kluar dari kereta. aku apa g? kuar dari kereta and nangeshnangesh peygang pipiku. palui, adakh ku menangesh. hahaha. menangesh g bsarbsar mcm kanakanak. palui eh. hahaha. mana nda. pipiku sakit t'gantok ma krusi mamaku uh. hahaha. bnci ku. ayahku yg lmbt kuar dri keita uh. worry kami. pastu kuar ea kn dngan bibirnya yg b'drah uh. hug nya kami suma. tanya nya aku okay kh nda. aku apa g, trus kn menangesh k'sakitan. hahaha. buduhbuduh. kali adik ku tgur, "kak, bibir mu b'drah uh" aku apa g, nangesh ganya kaja ku. hahaha. palui. p smpat g toh ku suh adik ku cri hp 3gku dlam keita uh. p kajarkajar aku uh. hahaha. buduh. smpat g ku hunjar hp ku tu kn. hahaha. panats. adik ku ne hunjarkn lh, beg ku d'bgenya tapi . . . hpku 3gku hnda hada. bnciku eh. ku suh g adik ku hunjar pai dpt. tatap joa hnda hada. ku mc th hp 3gku ane. eh bri malu heyh ringtone nya uh. hahaha. lagu barneythemesong. hahaha. chalachala. mao tao d'mana hp 3gku? hahaha. d'dpn. hahaha. t'planting ea pat cramin dpn uh. hahaha. panats. buduhbuduh. palui. skali ada nenek and pom ku. pom ku yg b'urih ane pun skit g kn pngsan. tao dh ea tu na dpt dgr brita buruk. huh. hampa ku. skali ada ambulance dtg. hahaha. mamaku sma aku yg kn bwa k'hospital. hahaha. mseh joa ku menangesh smpai d'hospital uh. paluipalui. skali kna xray plangku. k'dptan aku ada resdung. fuck eh. bnci joa ku toh. hahaha. kna bge g bnyk ubt. huh. bnci sngtsngt. pastu, blik kmi tmpt k'jadian tadi ikut aunty ku uh. smpai sha d'sana, mamaku and uncleku trun dri keita, ngaga pat ayahku uh. huhuhu. skali, aunty ku ne kn meygang pipiku, bru plahan tu. udahth ku b'triak k'sakitan. auntyku worry, hahaha. aku ama ea t'dangar bunyi t'kran uh tyme auntyku meygang pipi ku uh. hahaha. panats.


skali kami ne pat kmpg. urg d'umah nenek ku worry. hahaha. aku yg mseh k'takutan atu smpat g kn joyn auntyku k'mall with uncle, abgku and bungsuku. hahaha. palui joa tohkn. mama, ayah and adik ku pat blai polis. huh. tak patot. but aku bnci lh k'jadian atu pasal k'dpatan wh yg aku tu resdung uh smpai b'appointment ama doktor 2x. fuck eh. hahaha. bnci sangatsangat.

majlis pengislaman.  

Posted by: shellysiidamit



hari ane . . . abg ku msuk islam. mlam start after isya. ohmygod, i dont believe it that i will cry for it after my brother read it clearly. huhuhu. unbelievable. hahaha. but today is the great day for us. hehehe.

mao dri awal ceta? okayokay. after blik skulah, aku ne brehat lh dhlu kn ngaleyhku. hahaha. then mc ku kwnku, d'msgnya aku yg ea dtg kul 3 after ngantar adiknya. my mom mnunggu th ea. hahaha. pastu, nlong mama and abgku tahku ne. hahaha. nlong smpan tlur uh. hahaha. pastu, tiba sii ebih dgn bju merahnya yg b'gmbr avril. oh, sungguhku tak sangka. hahaha. eh skip sha uh. mlam nya kn, kami nunggu urg dtg. p kmi awl dtg. hahaha. nlung nyimpan mknan dlam kotak th kami ne. thenthen, tuun k'bwh dgn brgbrg souvenior kn d'bge pat urg. hahaha. mkin ramai urg dtg, keng leher plangku. hahaha. panats. pastu, acrg bermula after isya=) naik k'ats th ku mleat abgku yg hensem lage kacak*hahaha, apakan* thenthen, ku leat abgku yg membca dgn lancar uh. nda ku pcya aku menangesh tyme atu. ohmygod, sungguh memalukan. hahaha. panats. thenthen, ku leat cujenku, myra or eneyh, ea pun nanesh joa. ohgosh. lucunya. hahaha. pastu, menyain surat uh. lau bleh mcm bkan satu paper kn d'sain. hahaha. panats. pastu, b'dikir th. suma urg b'diri*pasal sangal dh kn b'duduk uh* hahaha. b'salamsalaman th abgku ane andand kana tabur bunga rampai. whaaa, siuk joa uh menabur uh. mun aku, ku simbah gnya tu eh. hahaha. slasai sha, trun th ku k'bwah. hahaha. mleat urg mkn andand minum. aduhhh. jadi catering th kami ne. hahaha. panats.