Forgive me syg.  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

Syg, this is me by.. Syg..~ today is the last day bln ramadhan.. N today jua lapas maghrib msuk 1 syawal.. =')
Can i cry?.. ='), ..syg, i realize tht i made such a big mistake.. By mengaku,by bnr2 salah.. Syg~.. By faham sgalanya apa yg syg mau.. Syg.. By ucap kn slamat hari raya..~ i wish i could by with u n i wish u allow me to greet u syg.. ,by mnta maaf bnr2 arh syg..~ from the bottom of my heart.
Syg..~ i knw how do u feel, n im so sorry.. I nvr meant to hurt ur feelings.. Syg..~ i miss u so much.. I love u so much... I will always be beside u syg.. =(, i promise u i will make u happy or othr word bahagia kn syg, syg.. Not loving you is harder than you know.. Syg~.. Im begging you..forgive me.. Evry touch,kiss, its all over in my tought syg.. I miss u so much.. Syg..~ =').. How can sleep without u syg?hw can i breath without u syg?.. I need you , im lonely.. I love u so much.. Im scared here without u syg.. I feel im not so safe without u syg.. ~ syg.. Ure my evrythng, since u came to my life, i feel like my heart is located in ur body.. How am i suppose to live without u when my heart is locate at ur bdy syg, im sure.. Im gonna damn miserable.., ur love is my addiction, syg.. I gve u tme n space ,until u r ready enough to start it all again.. Mwah. Keep our promise n swear k.. Im sory f i do cman u dnt like, honestly, i miss u so much syg.. .

Slamat hari raya syg, by minta maaf syg ah..~ mwahhhuggs. Ure mine ='). I will waiting for you, i love you.

From : wardhy ( ur future husband :) ) mwah.

Early june, 26 july , 15 august , 27 august , 4 september , 15 16 17 19 september and today 20 september =')  

Posted by: shellysiidamit

Hai im wardhy , shelly's boyfriend. Hmm i want to share my happy story and sad story since im with her. =').

1st i want to say that, sayang~, i love and miss you so much , more than you know syg.

in early june.
it was my happy day, because it is my day for knowing each other which is my one and only (shelly). 1st when i saw her picture, i dont knw why my heart beats faster and faster, and my heart really mau kn tau ea bnr bnr, she's nice,polite,cute n very talkative. I like her. Aku suka bila dpt kenalan with ea that day, kadang kn, f ea late rply, aku rndu ea bnr2,mcm mencari cari.. N wish she's doing fine. Stiap hari kmi becoment2 arh fb =D.

26july.
That day aku makin happy pasal ea dlu msj aku n ea bge number nya, waah.. I miss her, stat atu th kmi mula kn bmsj gnya smpai aher tdur.. N aku mula dapat tau ea lge mendalam. And aku ingt n smpan 1st msj nya yg ' morning hai, watashiwa shelly-san =) ). I can imagine with her face ckp cmatu =D.cute.

15august.
Wah, this day lge ku happy n bahagia, knw wht, ea mc aku btah2 bh, x nya aku jwb,aku pkir ea tlipun aku,haha, aku lge tme atu sorang d skulah rh library, waa..happy ku tme atu, that day hari pertama kmi betlipun, 3 hari beturut turut. I love that moment.

26august.
Umm that day, aku bnr2 fall in love rh ea, spenuh ati ku , aku ingt tht day ea menangis, pasal ea takut aku brubah hati, aku teharu bnr2 ,ea nangesh sal takut kehilangan aku ='), eath 1st bini2 penah buat cmatu arh aku.. Aku bnr heran napa ya pkir cmatu, padahal dlm hati ku, aku bnr2 syg ea n namau lapas kn ea , she so sweet.. ,ea time atu mseh lge alum ready kn cple pasal ea takut kna sakiti lge n kna tnggal kn, tpi atu nada penah terlintas dlm hati ku kn buat cmatu arh ea, i swear. Tpi aku nada mau pksa ea dlu untk cple, sal aku mau ea ready bnr2.

27august.
Hmm, 27august was the most memorable day, becus.. Tht day kmi officially couple, wah.. I miss that moment so much, idup ku time atu mcm bnr2 bhgia, mcm anth ah..aku happy bnr ea cmatu, i would to say thank u so much syg.. Ure my evrythng. Hari atu, kmi dua bnr2 in love with each other, kmi buat jnji n swear sama sama, n aku harap ea tepati janji atu .. Aku jnji aku kn tepati jnji aku tu.. . Aku syg ea bnr2. Kmi lge slalu betlipun smpai ea nyaya aku blek2 bh,haha, what a funny memory.. Mwah.i love u syg =').

4thseptember.
Hari atu, is the day was my first date with ea.., aku bnr2 teharu yg ea snggup dtg ke bndr demi date kmi, omg.. No othr girl can do tht to me, eath yg 1st tme.. ='), aku tme atu nada pksa ea,tpi ea tatap jua mau.. Mcm, omg.. Suci bnr hatinya untk aku.. Syg ku bnr kn ea.. .kmi sungkai samasama g tu,haha,aku nyaya ea, kmi begmbr sja, n sygnya kmi na smpat begmbr arh arcade atu n blawan menyanyi,haha. When i 1st saw ea dpn2, aku mcm kabak2 bh..kmbang jua,happy jua,teharu jua.. .eath that day,aku bnr2 respect ea.. Aku mau dulur ea.. . =).

15 and 16 september.
Okay, this day..was very weird day for both of us.. Aku tiba tiba na menantu rasa arh ea, mcm aku prasan yg ea tu brubah n brubah.. Tpi aku faham plg ea busy atu..sian ea..bnyk kraja . Tpi mcm aku natau knapa ea tiba2 cmatu mcm ada dpkir kn nya.. N i made a stupid things arh ea,yg aku pkir ea rndu n ingt kn ex nya yg bnyk sweet memory, aku tme atu mcm, bnr2 jealous.. =(, im sory syg.. By natau knapa by cmatu, mybe by takut x pasal apa yg ex by buat cmatu dlu. Aku tme atu cuba pkir positive,tpi karas, natau napa.. . Eath ada tajuk lagu tu,aku namau sabut, i wish, i hate that song so much..eventough lawa, but i cnsider tht is the most bad song. Then,aftr atu ea marah rh aku n hampa, omg.. Aku buat kesilapan ..huhu =(. N aku bnr2 cuba pujuk ea,kmi dua sama2 menangis.. Aku takut kehilangan ea, aku takut kehilangan sgala nya dari ea, ea my evrythng to me.. Omg.. Aku bnr2 panic. Then aku tepun tia ea, ok plg sdkit,..tpi mseh 50 50.. Huhu. Honestly, aku bnr2 na suka ea ckp pasal ex nya, pasal aku na suka n banci yg ea kna sakiti tu,tpi aku tpkir jua mseh, how stupid am i..huhu. And stat atu th ea mcm kurang ceria mcm dlu, im so sorry for all i did this to u syg. =(.i love u..

17september.
That day aku jumpa ea, n it seems like she's getting better, aku tipu ea yg aku na dtg padahal aku dtg,kn buat suprise ='D, happy ku. Ku bali kn ea krd8, ea g pkai kasut bru nya yg wrna puteh,which is wrna yg ku suka.. She looks so beautiful ,cute, nice n faboulous. N aku happy dpt tau yg ea dmlm atu ea blajar sembhyg. Ea na lge lama msuk islam, =').so wonderfull she is.mwah.

19september.
Hmm , its was my very sad day for apa yg ku udh buat arh ea n aku hampa rh diriku sndri..because, she wants me leave her alone, cus she need space n time, i undrstnd plg..,eath, ea ckp yg eatu playgirl, to me she is NOT tht type of girl, i swear n i believe tht.. ='). Start atu th kmi alum lge tgur sal aku namau gnggu fkiran nya, n aku jnji ,aku bnr2 syg ea and im sure aku syg ea bnr2 aku kn buat apasja untk ea.. Thts mean, i love u more than u knw syg.. Even i dnt wna lose u.. But if its the better way to release ur stress.. I do it because of love. Im so sory pasal kesilapan by yg bepkir negative rh syg.. =(,by jnji na buat lge k.

Today, 20september.
This day,kmi msuk sehari udh nada betagur..aku faham n itsokay, nada papa tu syg..ok, na pyh msj k.. I wnt u to keep ur mind relax.mwah.
I miss you so much.. =').