Akibat Kena Pukul  

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Sepasang suami isteri – seperti pasangan lain di kota-kota besar meninggalkan anak-anak diasuh pembantu rumah semasa keluar bekerja.Anak tunggal pasangan ini, perempuan berusia tiga setengah tahun.Bersendirian di rumah dia kerap dibiarkan pembantunya yang sibuk bekerjabermain di luar, tetapi pintu pagar tetap dikunci.

Bermainlah dia sama ada berbuai-buai di atas buaian yang uatu hari dia terjumpa sebatang paku karat. Dia pun melakar simen tempat letak kereta ayahnya tetapi kerana diperbuat daripada marmar,lakaran tidak kelihatan. Dicubanya pada kereta baru ayahnya.

Ya…kerana kereta itu bewarna gelap, lakarannya jelas. Apa lagi kanak-kanak ini pun melakarlah melahirkan kreativitinya. Hari itu bapa dan ibunya bermotosikal ke tempat kerja kerana laluannya sesak sempena perayaan Thaipusam.

Penuh sebelah kanan dia beredar ke sebelah kiri kereta.Dilakarnya gambar ibu dan ayahnya, gambarnya sendiri, lukisan ayam,kucing dan sebagainya mengikut imaginasinya. Kejadian itu langsung tak disedari si pembantu rumah.

Pulang petang itu, terkejut besar pasangan itu melihat kereta yang baru setahun dibeli dengan bayaran ansuran yang belum habis berbayar, berbatik-batik. Si bapa yang belum pun masuk ke rumah terus menjerit, “Siapa punya kerja ni?”
Pembantu rumah yang tersentak dengan jeritan itu berlari keluar. Dia juga beristighfar. ..Mukanya merah padam ketakutan tambah-tambah melihat wajah bengis tuannya.
Sekali lagi diajukan pertanyaan keras kepadanya, dia terus mengatakan “Tak tahu… !”
“Saya tak tahu Tuan..! “
“Duduk di rumah sepanjang hari tak tahu, apa kau buat?” herdik si isteri lagi. bila anak yang mendengar suara ayahnya, tiba-tiba berlari keluar dari bilik. Dengan penuh manja dia berkata
“Ita buat ayahhh.. cantik kan!” katanya menerkam ayahnya ingin bermanja seperti selalu.Dengan kasih murni seorang anak yang belum memahami apa-apa, menarik lembut poket seluar abahnya, manja.

Si ayah yang hilang sabar merentap ranting kecil pokok bunga raya didepannya, terus dipukul bertalu-talu tapak tangan anaknya. Si anak yang tak mengerti apa-apa terlolong-lolong kesakitan sekaligus ketakutan.

Puas memukul tapak tangan, si ayah memukul pula belakang tangan anaknya. Si ibu cuma mendiamkan diri, mungkin setuju dan berasa puas dengan hukuman yang dikenakan.

Pembantu rumah melopong, tak tahu nak buat apa-apa, sungguh kesian dan teramat sedih, namun dia sangat takut . Si bapa cukup rakus memukul-mukul tangan kanan dan kemudian tangan kiri anaknya. Selepas merasa puas, si bapa masuk ke rumah dituruti si ibu.

Pembantu rumah segera memeluk dengan penuh sayang dan duka, cepat-cepat menggendong anak kecil itu, membawanya ke bilik. Dilihatnya tapak tangan dan belakang tangan si anak kecil calar balar.

Menangis terusak-isak keduanya, dalam bilik.Pembantu rumah memandikan anak kecil itu. Sambil menyiram air sambil dia
menangis. Anak kecil itu pula terjerit-jerit menahan kepedihan sebaik calar-balar itu terkena air. Si pembantu rumah kemudian menidurkan anak kecil itu. Si bapa sengaja membiarkan anak itu tidur bersama pembantu rumah. Keesokkan harinya, kedua-dua belah tangan si anakbengkak.

Pembantu rumah mengadu. “Sapukan minyak gamat tu!” balas tuannya, bapa si anak.Pulang dari kerja, dia tidak melayan anak kecil itu yang menghabiskan masa di bilik pembantu. Si bapa konon mahu mengajar anaknya. Tiga hari berlalu, si ayah langsung tidak menjenguk anaknya sementara si ibu juga begitu tetapi setiap hari bertanya kepada pembantu rumah. “Ita demam… ” jawap pembantunya ringkas. “Bagi minum panadol tu,” balas si ibu.

Sebelum si ibu masuk bilik tidur dia menjenguk bilik pembantunya. Apabila dilihat anaknya ita dalam pelukan pembantu rumah, dia menutup semula pintu.

Masuk hari keempat, pembantu rumah memberitahu tuannya bahawa suhu badan Ita terlalu panas. “Petang nanti kita bawa ke klinik.Pukul 5.00 siap” kata majikannya itu. Sampai waktunya si anak yang longlai dibawa ke klinik. Doktor mengarahnya ia dirujuk ke hospital kerana keadaannya serius.

Setelah seminggu di wad pediatrik doktor memanggil bapa dan ibu kanak-kanak itu. “Tiada pilihan..” katanya yang mencadangkan agar kedua-dua tangan kanak-kanak itu dipotong kerana jangkitan yang sudah menjadi gangren sudah terlalu teruk. “Ia sudah bernanah, demi nyawanya tangan perlu dipotong dari siku ke bawah” kata doktor. Si bapa dan ibu
bagaikan terkena halilintar mendengar kata-kata itu.

Terasa dirinya tunggang terbalik, tapi apalah dapat dikatakan. Si ibu meraung merangkul si anak. Dengan berat hati dan lelehan air mata isterinya, si bapa terketar-ketar menandatangani surat kebenaran
pembedahan.

Keluar dari bilik pembedahan, selepas ubat bius yang dikenakanhabis, si anak menangis kesakitan. Dia juga terpinga-pinga, melihatkedua- dua tangannya berbalut putih. Direnung muka ayah dan ibunya.

Kemudian ke wajah pembantu rumah. Dia mengerutkan dahi melihat mereka semua menangis. Dalam seksaan menahan sakit, si anak yang keletah bersuara dalam linangan air mata.
“Abah.. Mama… Ita tak buat lagi. Ita tak mau ayah pukul.
Ita tak mau jahat. Ita sayang abah.. sayang mama.” katanya berulang kali membuatkan si ibu gagal menahan rasa.
“Ita juga sayang Kak Narti..” katanya memandang wajah pembantu rumah,sekaligus membuatkan gadis dari Surabaya itu meraung seperti histeria.
Tidak seorangpun yang melihat suasana itu tidak menangis….
“Abah.. bagilah balik tangan Ita. Buat apa ambil.. Ita janji tak buat lagi! Ita nak makan, macam mana?
Nak main macam mana? Ita janji tak conteng kereta lagi,” katanya bertalu-talu.Bagaikan gugur jantung si ibu mendengar kata-kata anaknya.

Meraunglah dia sekuat hati namun takdir yang sudah terjadi, tiada manusia dapat menahannya..

Didiklah dan pukullah anak anda dengan penuh kasih sayang, bukan untuk lepaskan geram…..lepaskan marah anda…

Dumbo  

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This is him. Miss him like awesome!!!

Black Stars by Avril Lavigne  

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Black star, black star
Forever you will be
A shining star, shining star
Be whatever you can be
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A rockstar, rockstar
You will always be
A black star, black star, black star
Black Star, black star, black star

Push by Avril Lavigne  

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Been seein’ too much of you lately
And you’re starting to get on my nerves.
This is exactly what happened last time and it’s not what we deserve
It’s a, a waste of my time lately
And I’m running out of words
If it’s really meant to be
Then you can find a way to see

Chorus:
Maybe you should just shut up
Even when it gets tough
Baby ’cause this is love.
And you know when push comes to shove
It’s gonna take the both of us
Baby, this is love
Baby, this is love

Love
Love
Love

It’s really great to be with you
This is how I spend my life
But I’m capable of taking care of myself
So if you f–k this up then go take a hike
It’s a waste of my time
Shakin’ it up,
Goin’ out to search if it’s really meant to be
Then you could find a way to see

Chorus:
Maybe you should just shut up
Even when it gets tough
Baby cause this is love.
And you know when push comes to shove
It’s gonna take the both of us

Baby, this is love
Baby, this is love

Bridge:
You and me
We can both start over
Just the two of us
We can get a little closer

So follow me
Honestly
And you will see.. Yeah

Chorus:
Maybe you should just shut up
Even when it gets tough
Baby ’cause this is love.
And you know when push comes to shove
It’s gonna take the both of us
Baby, this is love
Baby, this is love

Maybe you should just shut up
Even when it gets tough
Baby ’cause this is love.
And you know when push comes to shove
It’s gonna take the both of us
Baby, this is love
Baby, this is love

Love
Love
Love

Wish You Were Here by Avril Lavigne  

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I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it’s not like that at all

There’s a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You’ve just walked through it

And I remember, all those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It’s who I am, don’t have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don’t wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don’t wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here

Smile by Avril Lavigne  

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You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don't really give a shit
you don't let it go let it go with it
'cause you're fucking crazy rock'n'roll

[Bridge]
You said "Hey,
What's your name?"
it took one look
and now I'm not the same
Yeah you said "Hey."
and since that day
you stole my heart
and you're the one to blame

[Chorus]
Yeah
and that's why I smile
It's been a while
since every day and everything has
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felt this right
and now you're turning all around
and suddenly you're all I need
The reason why I smile

Last night I blacked out I think
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then, oh, oh
I woke up with a new tattoo
your name was on me and my name was on you
I will do it all over again

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

[Chorus]

Stop Standing There by Avril Lavigne  

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All this talking to you
I don’t know what I’m to do
I don’t know where you stand
What’s inside of your head

All this thinking of you
Is that what you do onto
You’re always on my mind
I talk about you all the time

Chorus:

Don’t waste another day
Don’t waste another minute
I cannot wait to see your face
Just show how much I’m in it
So open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I could show you who I am

You’re just standing by
You’re just wasting time
Why don’t you just tell me the truth about me and you
And as the time goes by
I hope you realize
If you ask me to
I just might be with you

So don’t waste another day
Don’t waste another minute
I cannot wait to see your face
Just to show how much I’m in it
So open up your heart

Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I could show you who I am

Bridge:

Stop Standing there, standing there
And stop acting like you don’t care
And stop being scared, being scared
Stop acting like you don’t care..

So, don’t waste another day
Don’t waste another minute
I cannot wait to see your face
Just to show how much I’m in it
So open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I could show you who I am

So, don’t waste another day
Don’t waste another minute
I cannot wait to see your face
Just to show how much I’m in it
Open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I could show you who I am

Who I am, who I am, who I am..